Newway by Beston Women's 'legend-02' Brown Combat Boots |...

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My health...

I don’t know what is wrong. Dreams about cancer. Visions about getting shot in my left scapula. When I go out I feel fearless like nothing cant touch me or harm me. My dreams have become reality. So much that I can hardly stand being awake. My body feeling fatigued everyday. Muscles weaken encouraging me to sleep.Hair loss through stress. What’s wrong with me?

JUST PEOPLE

Have you ever felt you do things that go unnoticed. At first you do them just because then they become a daily routine. I had one of those days today where I hate everyone I am close to or see everyday. Those days where I want to punch a wall until your bones bleed. I want to crawl into a hole and scream. Some people just click. They are alike in most ways. Now some days I just want to punch a wall. I cry everyday. I don't know why but I do. I do not have dreams I have nightmares. Not of those near me but a made up world that seems to have a bigger impact in my life than the real world. You might say I should suck it up and go into the real world. But I do not want to. My nightmares are my haven. A place I can hide form the real nightmares of my life. Sleep is not just a something you do. It can help you. It makes me anti-social but I don't care. I don't care if I end up sleeping 12 hours a day sometimes. There are days when I gets so strong I wish I could live there. Jump from a tall building and end up with eternal sleep. I cant keep myself in the dream world for long. The day continues on whether or not you want it to. The things that make me smile in the real world disappear and become stressful. My dreams mix with my reality only making me realize how awful it really is.

Time Goes On but, Wounds Never Heal :'c

My memories still remain
leaving an empty hole in my heart
but time heals all wounds or so I hear.

I still see him around and my heart still yearns but
a new dilemma has sprung in my life.